September 2009
6 posts
You guys are wonderific. Have a good night. xoxo
"I don't know."
It’s all I could think of saying. I felt bad but I just didn’t want to be his girlfriend. I didn’t want to hurt him. He’s a good guy. I’m no good for nothing and when I say that I mean it. I never know what I want. I’m sweet and kind and act all kinds of pretty but if one day I wake up and decide I don’t love you, that’s it. And that hurts, I know....
Revolution of the Heart.
I don’t know why the leaves change colors
Why it snows some winters and not others
I don’t know why the ocean tastes so salty
All I know is we must love each other.
I don’t know why we bruise so easily
Why papercuts hurt more than heartache
I don’t know why we love to hurt so much
All I know is I’m addicted to Heartbreak.
I don’t know how to start a...
Hey stranger.
I can be shy at times. But when I see someone who is attractive, and I mean deeper than appearance, like something about this person draws my soul towards them. If I see someone like that and I’m driving or just walking by them on the street and I’m sure I probably won’t see them again, I like to smile. I know it may seem silly but like a real sincere smile. And I wish they could...
What inspires you to get out of bed with a smile?
I find you very frustrating.
Because you’re very bitter and mean. I don’t know why you are that way. I don’t really care either but All I know is the thing about mean people is, once my conversation with them is over. It’s over. I don’t have to deal with your shit anymore. But I feel bad for your family. For your friends. And I’m sure it’s not that fun being rude to everyone so I...
August 2009
17 posts
Sometimes you wonder if someone wrote a book about...
blackbirdsinging:
Karma Police - Radiohead
For a...
thefranticsearch:
I love you girl! oh ask you things? okay, um how the heck are you? :) its fatima!
i’m great! i love your blog/s. you are such a daily inspiration.
Aw, you just made my heart happy. <3 i love yours too!!!
It was snowing heavily on the day I was born.
I was born during a winter storm in a remote village in Afghanistan, in my mother’s house. I was very ill for the first 6 months of my life. 3 times, my mother tells me with teary eyes, they thought I wouldn’t make it. When my father was away, my uncle would take his horse and ride for hours to get to a city with proper medicine.
When I was ten days old my dad left for some battle or...
They say the Prophet Muhammad was perfect. He...
I believe it. I hear these stories and I know it’s true. How kind and loving and gentle he was.
What a shame that most of his “followers” are killing and harming and destroying so much. I wonder how sad it makes him, to see how astray the muslims have gone. Not all of them, of course, but alot of them.
Or with any religion, I hated seeing Bush pretending to pray and care for...
My new Sufi name is Zainab.
SIDI gave it to me. I love it, it’s beautiful. Being a shia, I know how important and beautiful this name is. I hope I can live up to it, actually I’m pretty sure I can’t but that is my name and this is my world and these are my words. :)
“Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a field. I will meet you...”
– Rumi
““When I am with you, we stay up all night.
When you’re not here, I...”
– Jalal ad-Din Rumi
“We are roses, refusing to bloom
Afraid it is too soon
To uncover who we really...”
– A poem I’m working on
Note: I'm not planning to do any reblogging on...
Today I officially took the Promise and became a...
more on this later.
I've learned that I am the only person who can...
“we laid beneath the stars
and kissed like there’s no tommorow
we were...”
You will never know me, but this is the closest...